We fell apart.
We picked ourselves back up.
Divided, we fell once more.
We rose again.
Tired, irritated, and scattered, we were broken.
Is there enough young energy and charisma to carry this revolution through the third leg of this journey?
Christmas is two days away and I'm broke, without presents, and I have a long way to go on finishing our movie. It really doesn't feel like the holidays to me. We even baked cookies for like 6 hours yesterday and I just wasn't feeling it...maybe when I go over to my grandma's tomorrow night it will finally kick in.
I can't seem to figure out what I'm doing wrong, but it must be something. I've been doing very well with scheduling plans thus far, but it's only been two or three days. I realize I can't please everyone, yet I still really want to. It really doesn't matter though, because someone walks away angry. And after you're down and out, someone new comes into your life and wants to make tracks. Or an old friend reappears. It's comforting in these times. It's also nice to get 8 hours of sleep. And I'm talking normal style, midnight to 8am.
I guess what I'm trying to say is: life is hectic, stressful, and you will definitely never completely win...but there's a lot of good that can come from it and a lot of fun to be had. Look for it everywhere and seize opportunities. That's my third resolution. My fourth is that I want to keep growing and learning as a person.
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