I found out when you really put your mind to something, you can get it done incredibly fast. I think procrastination is about 50% laziness and 50% fear--at least for me. I find myself being lazy and I never want to embark in homework that will take over 10 minutes to do. More recently, I've realized it's partially because I'm afraid I won't know all the answers. And for some reason, that really scares me. It's pretty irrational but that's who I am. Anyways, I found out I really do love Italian and foreign languages in general. In conjunction, I know quite a bit more than I expected. I usually do pretty well when I try and apply myself. I think it goes without saying most times, but I doubt myself.
I have a final in 5 and half hours. I am ready. However, Tuesday may be another story. I can't wait for a new bill next semester. I think I'm ready to give it my all. Also, I finally got into a mass communications class and that really made my day/week/month.
I spend about 20 minutes a day on Scrubs trivia via Facebook. I know almost everything they ask. I can't tell if that's sad or amazing. But I really do love Scrubs. I am going to be very sad when it ends this year. I've never felt such a connection with a tv show before. Not to mention, it's absolutely hilarious.
Books. They're on my Christmas list for the first time since Harry Potter 1-4. I'm excited to be involved with literature again.
I think I'm going on a cruise over spring break. Mayercraft. Me, John Mayer (plus Guster), and the high seas. We're going to be stopping in Cabo San Lucas. I am very excited to relax on the beaches of Mexico.
I've felt a real connection with people lately. Not even people I know, just people as a whole. It's a pretty amazing feeling. I feel like I know what's going on with the entire world. It's like a 6th sense. I don't know, it's somewhat inexplicalbe. I probably sound like a mad man.
I should get some rest for this final.
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I think, for me at least, fear definitely plays a large part in not doing my best at something. At least if you half-ass it you sort of protect yourself, but what if your best isn't good enough? where do you go from there?
On a lighter note, a cruise sounds fabulous.
For me, procrastination is 50% lazy, 50% knowing that I can get the assignment requirements done and handed in to class with five minutes to spare, because that's what always fuckin' happens and it sucks, but it happens. Maybe I'll start assignments early in the new year, maybe I won't. Thank God that's not my resolution.
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